Obstacles

I keep having this image of me in a lab coat, or doctor's coat. I am not sure if it's a fantasy. I am unsure if being a doctor or specialist in a hospital looks intriguing or if it is something I want to do.

I do want to major in neurology. Either as a neurosurgeon or neuro-radiologist, or something in that field. As for a career it is something I want for myself. I want to accomplish more than what my parents have. I want a life they did not have while living with them.

What I want to do and accomplish more is being better than they are. Is going in the medical field too far fetched? Or is it something that my heart really wants?

Yes, I want it. I have always been attracted to science and find the human body fascinating; however, is that enough for me to work for?

The obstacles:

• I do not have the money for med school; however, I can go to a community college for radiology.
• I am afraid I will not be good enough or fast enough.
• I do not have a car, therefore, going to school will be unsafe at night by myself.
  
• I am afraid I will not accomplish my goal soon enough because of the lack of time I have for school.
• If I did have a car, will I be exhausted and unable to keep up with going to school full time and work full time?
• I am by myself. I sense I do not have as much support in California.
• If I did (by some miracle) go to med school and pass, will I have a naked ring finger for the rest of my life?

For the highest good, I am clearing all obstacles and blockages to a bright future- a successful and loving future. A future in the medical and/or science field.