Double major

Almost done with my AS degree before entering the nursing program.

Many English professors ask me the same thing, "Are you an English major?"

Apparently, I should be.

Honestly, I would not mind, because I love literature, I love writing, I love reading and editing.

Maybe some day.

Standards

My standards are high. Sometimes I wonder if I can ever be in love.

I try to only put a fence up, and not a wall. I want to keep the value of the property high, and not low. I want to have the property open for others to see, but I don't want it tarnished.

Sometimes, I wonder if I will be alone.

Solitude

More and more lately, I've been excluding myself. I procrastinate, fall asleep on my books, and I'm more quiet than usual. Some things I just can't understand. Some things I want to be cleared from. And some things seem so insignificant. I am a sponge but I don't know what to do with it. I'm so limited, but I have so much.

Some things I can't understand. But it's ok.

Check-in

I need to do this, again. :(