I just hope things work out. If I had my way, I will go to the beach everyday.

I am unsure what is happening. They could not make up their minds and I am tired of having my hopes up. How is it so difficult to stick to one thing? We had a place, well a more than a few, however they keep changing it. I am tired of this and I want to start off new. I am tired of my job; and I am extremely disappointed in myself for not accomplishing any thing for the past year and half.

I just want to get away from it all. I do not want to be a dependant little girl.

I just hope things will work out. But how is it so in a world like this?