At work, they told me, did not ask me, from then until December 31st, I will temporarily be full time. I have a two-dollar raise and I am told not to tell anyone how much I make or that I am full time.
For potluck, I am making sushi. Perhaps, chocolate covered strawberries too. Maria and Rosie will do it with me, since they begged for it.
I have not started Christmas shopping, nor will I this year.
My mother called me a few days ago and told me that my school counselor has talked to her (I would not say 'with', because I know she did not say much that will help.) and told her that I "will have to start over again, as a freshman in high school," if she (my mom) does not pay, again.
I am determined to pay off as much as I can, of what she owes. My upcoming check is on December 21st, and I hope I am not too late. I have to send it as money order, and find a way for them not to find out I paid...
Sean said he is having a surprise for me this Christmas. I am not expecting much. I do not want him to buy me anything, really.
He did preorder BoA's upcoming album (limited edition!) for me, though. So, that's fine. :)
However, it seems I am unable to buy him anything this year, or for his birthday...
This Christmas seems a bit glum for me. It does not feel like Christmas, anymore.
There is colour and beauty in darkness.
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