Friday, May 29, 2009

Update?

So, my laptop seems to have crashed, and I do not have enough privacy to blog, lately. 

The majority of my entries and mobile posts-or all-have been about my devotional time studying the Bible, and finding my inner-peace, again; therefore, the rest of my days, although most of them filled with rocky circumstances, have been pretty boring. I'm not here to complain or give a play-by-play of how I have been doing. I've been all over the place! However, it has been good. Sure, I may have troubles or worries-but they do not affect me as much, anymore. 

My relationships with others have either blossomed or faded-all for good reasons. I do my best by not letting myself become imprisoned again to someone, or too emotionally attached. Some say I have changed, but in a good way. Some may think me rekindling a friendship or possible relationship is stupid, but it doesn't matter. My heart is in the right place, and these people are meant to be close or detached from me. One thing I know for certain is--now is not the time for me, or a certain someone, to take the next step from our growing friendship. He and I have dated before, and feelings are mutual. Although he says he is ready, and in a lot of ways he is, I know he needs more time. 

Anyway, I changed my major for college. Ha, I haven't started college yet, and I already changed it. 
I believe I am meant to be of aid to others. One of the careers I have looked into, but thought of it as a last resort, is actually what is right for me. In addition, my heart is in it, and I do not seek self-promotion: nursing. I want to be of aid with all ages. Children, most particularly. I want to hear other's stories, share, and be there for them. 

I am in hopes of going to school this fall. My parents cannot make up their mind over moving here or staying in Texas. I know I ought to think of where I am going when my roommates leave, but I'm not so worried about it. So far, my heart is leading me to school, and I will see what happens after that. 

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