I noticed the months are going by slowly and somewhat tediously. I kept myself in this monotonous leisure when I am alone, and I wonder if it's right of me to play-off as that bubbly character that makes others smile, when in truth I am not dumb and naive as others perceive me as.

However, I believe my character is noticeable when I am out of work; when I am quiet others assume I am upset, moody, or whatnot. This is not true. It so happens I am comfortable being quiet and observant. There is nothing wrong in that.

For others, the months have been going by quickly. For me, it is the opposite. I have not felt this slow or still, and I am beginning to wonder if something is wrong.